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Screaming In The Bathroom

by Zendium Moon

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1.
The line that we’re walking Is not always smooth Not always clear How to stick with its groove We’re finding our balance Keeping in time Tripping on treasure We’ll make it play fine Tripping on treasure We’ll make it play fine Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do what we do what we do Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do wap wap wap wap be doo So much is said Yet unspoken Sparks come to life Pipe-dreams are smoking Wafts weave from lapels Lest we forget What ‘s breathed out Gets caught in our net What ‘s breathed out Gets caught in our net Craziness lies Either side of our line Pedestrian right Patinas the shine Sudden death on the left Suicidal implosion Heeding signs Tho it’s hard to be certain We’re heeding the signs Tho it’s hard to be certain Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do what we do what we do Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do wap wap wap wap be doo When the line that we’re walking Inclines to a blade Watch closely Ignore the pain If we fall either side There’ll be no getting up So spread out our arms Entrust Spread out our arms Entrust And if we fall We fall And if we fall We fall And it’s an end To it all Protecting and serving The best that we can Insurrecting and swerving From when we began The misunderstood Are forgiven their misdeeds The truth is just that Nobody mind-reads The truth is just that Nobody mind-reads Reality sliced One’s own reflective Trick-mirror vision A particular perspective It’s why even when We’re doing our utmost Parallel minds meet At alternate end posts Parallel minds meet At alternate end posts Parallel minds meet At alternate end posts Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do what we do what we do Just gotta do what we just gotta do Do what we do wap wap wap wap be doo Be do wap be doooo We doooooooooo
2.
A seasonal affection’s Disordered me today I am sleazily dischordant And affected in my ways The order of the seasons Affects me, when I say I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today Gonna dip in the fountains To amplify the rays I’m gonna lie in the fountains And amplify the rays I’m gonna die in the fountains Overdosing on the rays I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today Strip off inhibition And burn away the blues Stripped of inhibitions I can burn away the blues Stripping exhibition Burning the blues I’m gonna lose I’m gonna lose I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today Gonna dip in the fountains And amplify the rays I’ll streak across the bear-pit And amplify their gaze I’ll strip my inhibitions And teach you how to play I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today Meet me in the fountains Amplify me when I play Lose me in the fountains And drink me when I say I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today I’m gonna lose myself today
3.
The sun is up And heaven’s in the sky I could eat you for my breakfast You know the reason why The sun is up And heaven’s in my eye You’re my lunch and supper My peachy apple-pie The sun is up And heaven’s in the sky The sun is up And heaven’s in my eye Today’s the day I’ve waited for Tomorrow’s just for fun Yesterday has gone before And the playing’s just begun Today’s the day I’ve waited for Tomorrow might be fun Yesterday has gone and Now I’m singing in the sun I’ve been wading through treacle, Lost in the mire, Sailing on a slow boat, Unbalanced on the high wire. I’ve been caught in the doldrums, Stuck in reverse. Cut the nose off my face Just to be perverse. But my day has dawned And tomorrow will run and run Yesterday has gone And the playing’s just begun Today’s the day I’ve waited for Tomorrow could be fun Yesterday has gone and Now I’m singing in the sun The moon will rise And heaven I will spy I’ll find you in the starlight You’re my reason why The moon will rise And in heaven I will lie Let’s skip the light fandango Turn cartwheels in the sky The moon will rise And heaven I will spy The moon will rise And in heaven I will lie Tonight’s the night I’ve waited for Tomorrow’s yesterday A tiny taste of what’s in store This moment can stay Tonight’s the night I’ve waited for The moon is in our eyes A tiny taste of what’s in store Turn cartwheels in the sky The sun is up And heaven’s in the sky The sun is up And heaven’s in my eye
4.
Nite Lite 04:37
Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes Of high-lit cloud Rapt in a billowing scarf Thrown across the sky Entertained by stars Pin-pricked and perfect The chill brings the best out In the dark And the light Of the night Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes Of high-lit cloud Brilliant, dissected disc Pock-marked and perfect Splendidly reposed In a celestial deck-chair Watching the world sail by Beneath its heaven The half-lit Half-lit night-flit glory Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes Of high-lit cloud Caught up, and bound in our orbit Its pulling and pushing The light and the dark Of the night and the day Circuitous distance extending The pushing and pulling Of billions of years Gradually fades away And tides will turn no more The ebbing and flowing Under the half-bright sky-light A-swing and a-sway Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes Of high-lit cloud Rapt in a billowing scarf Thrown across the sky Entertained by stars Pin pricked, perfect. Brilliant, dissected disc Pock-marked, perfect Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes Of high-lit cloud Oh! what a beautiful moon Bright hemisphere Bathed in swathes…
5.
On a bench by the river The stragglers lurch out of tune Early morning condensation Soaking her party shoes It's a tale, of a time One for whom fate had marooned Not gilded and mirrored but cut into pieces A life that ended too soon A river, a city The waves lap the shoreline In pretty much regular time In the wind I stand on the bridge looking down As the river runs by Alone with the flickering shadow below Holds her collar; I ask her the time I say “it’s late” as the watch slips from my wrist Into the currents and turns into ice And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced A young girl runs home from the quarry To a new dress that’s hanging outside From the life she chipped out of the island To the mist on the horizon line There’s a boat in the bay It’s been circling all day And releasing a cloud I’ve been floating away From the shells on the beach That I left to collect And my breathing is shallow and broken and weak As I sink down and down To the river where I waited Appears, out of reach And then catching the watch And then answering fine To the girl on the bridge Who was lost before time….. And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced And she sang and she danced
6.
I feel like I'm playing myself In a play about me again I'm watching a bad actor Mess up my part again Missing his queues and fluffing his lines Paying his dues and taking his time I'm falling apart again What's it all doing to my mental health It's like it's all happening to somebody else I push it away coz I've not really dealt with it all A fission of mind and body and me The audience cheering me on can't you see I was found now I'm lost And I’m bound Oh the cost To you. To me What is happening to me? Treading the boards with splintered feet The stuttering words the burning heat The lime light shining down on me But I am him and he is me The score is out of key The audience is me I'm singing out of tune I echo round the room A packed house for my last night Of a show that must go on despite The cast are all out of sorts There's booing from the stalls For god's sake just drop the curtain We don't want an ovation See you take a bow To the one who loves you now? It seems like I'm living my life on a stage It seems like I'm living my life on a stage It seems like I'm living my life on a stage It seems like I'm living my life on a stage It seems like I'm loving my life on a stage It seems like I'm loving my life on a stage It seems like I'm loving my life on a stage It seems like I'm loving my life, my life on a stage
7.
I don’t dream about you anymore You don’t seep into my sleep no more All my thoughts of you had disappeared Till I wrote this song for you This is the song I wrote for you I used to dream about you every night. You seeped into my sleep till it was light My thoughts were plagued by you I couldn’t forget My God, I used to long for you This is the song I wrote for you This is the song I wrote for you But that was then And this is now Things have changed I wonder how I’m not destroyed. I’m not destroyed It’s only made me stronger It’s only made me stronger I dreamed about you every night You seeped into my sleep till light Then I found a place I found a different place I found a different place and time I made my way and moved away from you This is the song I wrote for you This is the song I wrote for you So that was then And this is now Things have changed I wonder how I’m not destroyed I’m not destroyed. You’ve only made me stronger You’ve only made me stronger I’m not destroyed I’m not destroyed You’ve only made me stronger You’ve only made me strong
8.
Fraying 04:17
Twisting dreams unravel the seams Of the cloth binding esteem In a tangled-up mind and lives living within The pierced heart and the tattooed on skin With knitted needles of stories and coiled up woes Of the finding and losing and hiding of treasured troves So I’m fraying, a little it seems Some unravelling just at the seams So I’m fraying, a little it seems Some unravelling just at the seams Flattened waves remove shade From the deep harbouring cave Where there’s hopeless potential To caress the core and essential Shell of a person Who was and who is Turning tides to the rise of the lost emphasis To caress the core and essential Shell of a person Who was and who is Fraying Fraying the seams Of the ravelled up dreams Is just what it seems And I’m fraying A little Banging heads rattle brains Already shattered and shamed By a compulsive invective A self-punching reflective That skews and derides and smacks At the pride and blatantly stamps on the facts A self-punching reflective Compulsive invective. At the moment it seems At the moment it seems At the moment it seems At the moment it seems At the moment it seems At the moment it seems At the moment it seems
9.
Red River 03:34
Come to me Lying naked in the snow Come, tear out my heart rip though my bones And then just go Blood steams forth Melts a river as it flows
An expression of life, leaving me Last traces taint the… Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out White corpse lying, Naked in the snow. Ribs splintered, soul shattered The cold wind blows Last breath breathed out Nobody will know You killed what you came for Shed your footsteps in the… Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out You took my heart Shook my heart I let you shake me I couldn’t take it anymore You stoked my heart Broke my heart I let you break me And then take me in the… Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out Snow stained red Heart poured out You left me for dead Let my light burn out Snow stained red Heart poured out Left for dead Time’s run out Snow stained red Heart poured out You left me for dead Let my light burn out
10.
Lighting my last fag off a house fire I breathe, and I wonder why As the flames flicker brightly beside me Alive, but never so high Why do I linger and wonder? Do I care about any at all? Someone once said, as I listened ‘My life is a horizontal fall’ So why do I linger and wonder? Do I care too much is all? Someone once said, as I listened ‘My life is a horizontal fall’ ‘My life is a horizontal fall’ Things happen, and I kinda let them Time passes and people move on I need to tread lightly, yet boldly Make my move before chances are gone As I walk away from the house fire I turn, and I wonder how All the the times in my life that have lead here Mean that all that's important is now All the the times in my life that have lead here Mean that all that's important is now Mean that all that's important is now All the the times in my life that have lead here Mean that all that's important is now
11.
The lost And bewildered Where to begin? The homeless The hopeless Not programmed to win Left handed Foreign Subject to fits A stutterer A mutterer Those losing their wits ‘We really don’t like you You’re different You’re weird You threaten The mind-set With which we were reared We really don’t like you You’re ugly You’re queer You’ll dance On our tombstones When our end is near’ The awkward The lonely Wayward peaceniks Runt of the litter Rebels Yearning a fix Creative Eccentric Quite possibly mad The loony And the loopy And the frequently sad All the miscreant souls In the world We salute you Fight for your rights And believe In what you do Fight for your freedom Your art and your life Believe in your beauty And be the zeitgeist Off-colour Off-culture Pushed to the side Do the radical deviants Deserve a rough ride? Artistic Autistic Not willing to bend To the whip hand Cos we know We’re free in the end All the miscreant souls In the world We salute you Fight for your rights And believe In what you do Fight for your freedom Your art and your life Believe in your beauty And be the zeitgeist Fight for your freedom Fight for your life Believe in the beauty And be the zeitgeist
12.
Turning inside Out of myself And tumbling Over and over and over Up and out Of a flow That I'll make And then I will follow Found and lost Again A life long Taken Though not long enough Yet To know Or care Or to care enough Above and beyond The short and the song Of it all Or not at all In fact Or fantasy And I remember the time As a child When I stretched time I speeded and slowed down All at once When I breathed under water And when I looked and looked and looked And faces changed Transformed people Into something else A fleeting taste of magic That I conjured Upside down Inside out Channelling The might and the maybe...

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The debut album by Bristol duo Zendium Moon. Recorded, mixed and mastered at Citrus Studios from 2018 to 2019.

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released July 12, 2019

All songs written by Gaby Solly and Tim Curtis
Gaby Solly: vocals
Tim Curtis: guitar, vocals, drums, bass, keys

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